I hate being sick, truth is i take awful care of myself. I have been sick for days now, man it sucks and sore throat is the worst thing. I have been entertaining myself with my favorite websites!!! top 5.
Xanga
Facebook
Polyvore
Deviantart
Youtube.

WHAT ARE YOUR top 5 sites...ehh..? (.any porn?...jk... or not if this applies to you.)

True Story..
So i was on the school bus coming home....and my friend is sitting with me, and he sees me take an apple out of my bag, watching me eat it ever so cautiously, i could tell he wanted a bite out of it. Earlier that day we had lunch together with a bunch of other friends. Everyone is forcing me to eat, since they all think i'm going anorexic. Truth is strep throat kills, and i didn't want to gulp. I told them i had strep throat. Back on the bus, i offer my friend a bite of my apple, and then another friend of mine also takes a bite.. I remember and i'm looking at them chewing the apple bits like innocent little healhty children i just made sick..i'm like "Oh btw remember i have strep throat." They automatically scream out "FUCK" and somehow the whole bus gets involved. So i get home and my mom who's a nurse,tells me i do indeed have strep. I start laughing. Later that night i get on FB, and his status reads "thanks for the present, warn a man twice, we tend not to listen the first time" BAHAHAHAA. im so evil.

This morning i woke up, looked at the mirror, and of course i didn't like what i saw staring back at me.
My body is not good. Im 5'9 and i weigh 140-145. Eww.]:
So i go weigh myself....and im like ok today....is 1,000 cal. limit.
So i go to the kitchen, pineapple, and green tea.
Im doing good. 4:00 (mom comes home)
she makes me FUCKING FRENCH FRIES. i'am such a sucker
so this just happened like 20 min ago.
and my babysister is carrying the plate to me..and that innocent look on her face
"Mimi..you have to eat..here try it"
So i had like 5 french fries and half a fish stick. I'm done
Im just glad i didnt eat the whole plate.
I told my mom to not feed my food that isn't organic.
pppfffttt. :/
wish me luck. and good luck to the rest of you who are thinkin thin
only 4 more months. time is running outt.

SO as we know i'm a freshmen, and recently report cards came out, mine looks this this : B- (advanced digital photography) B- ( Algebra) B+ (world history) B- (earth science) A (English) B+ ( German) In my family two report cards come. Mine and my twin sisters. Hers look like this : A+ all the way, in everything. I admit i don't try i just get by with B's, but last night when my parents came home, my dad gave me an hour long lecture on how it would make him happy to see me get all A's, and he says "Emina I'm doing this for your own good, in your time you wont be able to get in to college if you don't have all A's, it will be easier." My dad is the type of guy who gets drunk, but still has complete control, a wise man. So my goal is to get all A's. I hope i can make it. Last night, he said "If you don't complete this task that has been given to you, you will lose the privilege of me calling you as my daughter, My eyes will no longer see you as that, in fact you will be nothing more to me as an object." THAT was the alcohol talking. My mom is also a smart cookie. LAST night she came to "check up" on me and my dad, and my dad hates when she beats around the bush, and is acting all sneakily. The woman left a tape recorder so she could show my dad how he gets. AND i'm nice person but my dad was being way to loud with the screaming, to the point where his spit covered on my face. I love my dad. He's great but me and my twin did a little something to get back at him. OUR family recently got phones, and we kept calling his cell from restricted. I also thought it would be sneaky of me to get him the 2008 calendar, when he asked for the recent calendar being used to write in the date to remind himself that he has given me this lecture and I've promised him all A's. I didn't really have a say, he made all the choices. But thats okay, I know i can do better. I actually am planning to go to college one day and i see where he's coming from.